She is a strong women.not well-educated.She live for her children and stay for the pity father-in-law.simply because she love them.counting her day.Nobody appreciate her because they simply think she were not worth a fig.She is my mom.I love Her!but i just make her cry all the time.Thank you. again because of me,I never forget.Once when i was young my mom beat me.because of maggie mee.Aunty May turn against her.I do that on purpose then i got my maggie.But same because of this everyone treat mom different.In the past,Aunty May call mom often to concern her.But now she hate to hear her voice. day by day 16 years pass..i still the same only thing is getting fat.2010 is year last.what will be?i don't want to be a sales girl whole life.it's now or never i should do something. Why i was not born dumb?I'm used to talk rude,unkind,impatience,not gentle,no love,no bible,..and blarh blarh blarh.Chinese said learn bad 3 day turn good 3 years.If I'm dumb maybe everything will be different.I can't talk,I can't shout,I can't fight.I won't hurt people by words.The world forever peace.He won't felt irritate and leave.He will appreciate you.Grandpa won't depress.Grandma won't sent to hospital.sister won't suffer;wake 6 in the morning out for prayer,sleep in school library,school,work,reached home 11.00pm.Little brother will be more cheerful.and Mummy..I'm pessimistic.It's all fake.
